In 2008 I reached my limit of playing by the rules of an overbearing authoritarian cultural / religious structure that I had tried to follow obediently my entire life. For my whole life I had tried to be the good girl, and tried to get right…Instead, it had only made me increasingly depressed and angry. I said, out loud, in that church’s testimony meeting, with every fiber of my being shaking and excited, “this is not working for me. This is killing me. I am me. I am going to go beyond these 4 walls to find out all about prosperity. I know you can have a life of prosperity beyond these four walls! I am going to go find out All about living beyond what these boundaries have defined ME and LIFE as being… I don’t know what that means. But I am starting … That’s all I have to say. Thank you.” Saying that in a testimony meeting in this religion had been virtually unheard of by anyone up to that point. Since then, vocal dissension by brave people is becoming a common occurrence.
For 3 years I plugged away at work as a nurse, and I felt a bit freer, having shed one cloak of ideology that was not working for me.
But much more still was bubbling up to be alchemized. I was looking for a good place to be as a nurse. Instead, I found myself hopping from job to job, hoping that this would be ‘it.’ That somehow, things would work out. I was judging myself as somehow wrong every time I left a job. The pain of self judgment stings!
In 2011, I reached another point. I was exhausted and depleted and disenfranchised with my work. Nurses bleed out in the profession. They literally burnout and leave. Half of them leave the profession within five years of becoming a nurse. That is the kind of ‘health’ care of the current structure. So what did I do? I quit my floor job. I demanded that things change in my life. I was pleading for something new to please find me. Then I came across the work of Dr Dain Heer, co founder of Access Consciousness, and author of Being You, Changing The World.
Although I was in the best shape of my life, having just run a marathon, and a supposedly acceptable size 10, according to society’s standards, I was miserable. I was inflicting loads of self judgment. I was torturing my body with extreme calorie counting and forceful obsessive exercise. I listened to Dain on the radio while stretching, having just finished a run. I was so anxious for relief. Dain had us do an exercise. He asked us to pick an area that we were upset with, an area we were in huge amounts of judgment with. I thought to myself, “Ha! That’s Easy! I have so many!” I picked my body image. He asked us to repeat several times with him out loud, “Interesting Point Of View I Have This Point Of View.” That shifted things for me instantly, for the first time, ever. Up to that point I was using every alternative modality and new age technique and teaching under the sun. They would work for a little while before the emotional pain would creep back in. I was just so-so in life. So, I was still stuck in the pattern I had learned of trying to get it right, and be good.
I began utilizing the tools of Access Consciousness. As I have continued to do so, life has and continues to get easier and more joyful. I have, in the area of prosperity particularly, already exceeded my wildest expectations for my life. And I know it is just the tip of the iceberg. For example, I now live in a 7 bedroom 5 bathroom house on 0.5 acres. I have more space available to me. I know what it is to receive, in a whole new way. How did I get here? By utilizing the tools of Access Consciousness! Please get that Access Consciousness is not an answer. It is not a community. Rather, it is a set up tools, techniques, and processes designed to facilitate you to change whatever isn’t working for you. These tools help you to have more ease and joy with whatever is going on in your life. And to empower you to know that you know. For some great tools, refer to my blog post “How To Change Anything – Four Tools To Get Unstuck Fast.“
I am not going to say that because of Access Consciousness or Dr Dain Heer, I am healed. I am not going to say that bells and choirs of “Ah!’ make up my current life. Becoming more conscious is a journey, not a destination. What I will say is that as I apply the tools to my life and living, I am aware I am much more me and much more free. I am much more aware of my capacity to facilitate people around me to have greater choices, possibilities, as well as more ease, joy, & glory. I know I have infinite choice and access to infinite possibilities. I enjoy life more than ever before, and I have witnessed numerous miracles. I look forward to the future with much optimism and know I create miracles!
There are no tricks to being you. There are no secrets. There are no steps. The willingness to go beyond what is defined to a place of vulnerability and courage…That my friends is where the space of being you begins.
What if you could wake up every day again with a wild enthusiasm for being alive?
You are invited to a very special event. Being You The Extended Adventure 1.5 Day Event is coming to Utah August 12&13th, 2016! This class has no prerequisites and every event is uniquely created by the people who choose to come. Together, we’ll go on a journey of creation…to a space that has never existed before. It’s one of the most undefined events of its kind, it’s only when you define something that you can limit it. Ever notice? Come here for more information. Check out the facebook event page here.
These classes are facilitated by special Being You facilitators worldwide and can give you an energetic experience of being that you won’t find anywhere else…The fabulous Donnielle Carter is facilitating this class. She is an author of Right Body For You, and an extraordinary facilitator. My aunt had one bars session and read this book, and within a few months, had shed 4 clothing sizes! It’s phenomenal to help you experience more joy and ease and being with your body.
One thing I know for sure, is that government will not change this world. Ideologies or belief systems of any kind will not change this world. Those institutions and belief structures are designed to perpetuate themselves consistently, as well as maintain judgment and limitation. When we buy into those paradigms as being the answer, we destroy possibilities for a sustainable future on this planet. We destroy possibilities. When we align and agree with maintaining judgment of any kind, we have no choice other then continue to kill each other and the planet. Is that what you desire?
So, with that, take a breath. Let Go. Good.
Consciousness includes everything and judges nothing. . . .
Now. Take another breath. ….
Oneness includes everything and judges nothing. . . .
I ask you to drop your barriers and expand out. Just Ask yourself to do so. You know. You always know.
Now, I have a question for you.
What if you being you is the gift, magic, and change this world requires?
Is now the time to be what and who you actually came here to be?
I invite you to check out Dain Heer’s special book Being You Changing The World. Would choosing to peruse or read that be light for you? This is available in book form and also audio book. For a FREE AUDIO of his first chapter, sign up here. Or, listen below. Choices Gallore!
What can we contribute to consciousness today? Cheers! ~Victoria