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The Lie Of Love and what it takes to find what is beyond love

I am way more pyschic than I ever wanted to be and sometimes the contracted place people are functioning from I can sense from thousands of mile away. I know where all your walls are. I know your judgments. I know where you are limiting you. I just know. But also know the being you be. And the magic. And the possibility for the joie de vivre you could be experiencing, but many of you haven’t been shown how. We are functioning from a lot of limitations, and some of them are very dynamically put in place.  Further, did you know the biggest limitations are often the things you feel you are right about?  Crazy, huh?! I’ll say it again.  When you have to be right about something, you are limiting the magic you can be and the space of possibilities that can show up for you.

You may not wish to keep reading if you are committed to utopian ideals.  If you choose to keep reading, I am going to ask you to lower all of your barriers.

So please, Lower All Of Your Barriers.  Drop them.  All.  PUSH them down. There.  That’s it. Now breathe.  And when energy comes up for you, I invite you to breathe.

One of the biggest utopian ideals is love.  Over the last couple of years, I have chosen to search beyond the love programming on this planet. The programming that says that love the answer. 98% of people can’t comprehend a reality beyond where they’ve made love significant. Most people are functioning from the conclusion of the necessity of proving love.

People want to stop at this point.  Me saying the above about love brings up A LOT of energy for people!  They project at me, “how dare she!”  They would rather stay in the defined place of definition and being right, good, perfect, and correct about bringing to the world what they’ve decided the world needs, as love and light.  This is where I actually scare the shit out of people.  But even when you judge me, and separate from me, I see you.  I function from oneness.  Oneness and consciousness is the truth of our beings.  It is impossible to separate from Source, and in fact, takes A LOT of energy and work!  When you fight for the rightness of your point of view, in lieu of accommodating the information the world is begging you to receive, you are decaying your future.

Love as the greatest and grandest thing to strive for, is actually a limitation. How? Because when you decide that love is the answer, it is at the expense of Being present with All Energies that you could create from and with, as an Infinite Being. What is being? It is undefinable. It is that natural space of being that Nature is. That animals have it. That small children have it. They don’t function from judgment. Do they love? No, they just BE and Receive. They function from total allowance and no judgment.

Now that you’ve read this, are you starting to contract? Are you angry at me? Just. Breathe.
There sugar, we are not done yet. Keep reading.

Now because you are letting love lose it’s significance, this doesn’t mean you stop caring. You, as a being, Care.  You care a whole lot.  Everywhere you’ve mis-identified and mis-applied caring as love, will you destroy and uncreate it all?  Right Wrong Good Bad Pod Poc All 9 Shorts Boys & Beyonds.

I have a questions for you. Truth! Are you an infinite being?

Truth, Would an infinite being have access to all energies?

What if you didn’t have to judge any energy, but instead could learn to receive and work with All energies, in order to create a greater possibility?

For instance, When you decide that love is the greatest thing there is, you actually limit the space of being that can show up and be available to you. What if it is not love the world is asking for, but Being You is? “What if you are the gift, the contribution, and the possibility the world is asking for” – Dr Dain Heer.

Today I invite you to simply ask to release all decisions, judgment, conclusions you’ve made at any time that limit you from Being you. Will you now destroy and uncreate all of the decisions, judgments, conclusions, and computations that keep you from being you? Even if you don’t know what they are? Thank you! Right Wrong Good Bad Pod Poc All 9 Shorts Boys & Beyonds.

Getting your bars run can help you dismantle all of the insidious programming that keeps you out of being you.  When you are receiving a session of The Bars®, it’s impossible to be in judgment.

I invite you to melt into being.  What if being you is different than anything you’ve ever been told? It is not something I can tell you about.  I may facilitate you to release all of things in your way from being you.  Also I can acknowledge the energy of you when you are being you.  A book I highly recommend that will show you the energies is “Being You Changing The World,” by Dr Dain Heer.


Being You requires a certain warrior quality, because very few will recognize the energy you are being when you are being you. Many people still do not even sense a greater possibility, that a greater reality is possible. Even fewer who know it’s available will choose to have it.  So know this, it takes COURAGE to be you.  Many people will judge you.  People that were close to you may leave you. Are you willing to loose everything and everyone if that is what it takes? Just remember that the separation they are choosing to function from is a lie.  Oneness and consciousness includes everything and judges nothing…including judgment!

We have created walls, barriers, and defenses to things. We shut out new information, and things we’ve deemed Bad, that are ‘out there,’ in order to keep us safe. Many of these walls we don’t even know we have. But they are controlling us. What once kept us safe now serves to limits our ability to receive and to create greater possibilities. It contracts us. It keeps things defined. Even ‘good’ things, like ‘love,’ can actually limit the energies that are truly possible to have, to be, to create with and from.

Good news though – it is very easy to receive. Much more easy than the hard work, the ‘push,’ and the force people use to try to make it work.

It starts with Asking. I made a video with an exercise for you, called “Barriers Down!” This tool is simply demonstrated in this 1 minute video. I have learned many, many tools working with Access Consciousness. At the present time, I can say this tool has been the single most powerful tool of all tools I have used.  And it is so easy!

Would you like the energies available to you to work with you and for you? Then the other video I highly recommend to be working with energy is Connecting Mind & Body: Pulling Energy. This is not rocket science. If you have a body, then you can do this. You can watch this energy pull exercise.

Reflect on this question: If you could have anything, what would it be?

-Barriers Down!

-Expand Out!

-Pull The Energy In

-Take Action

-Enjoy Actualizing Your Desires

– Repeat 🙂

And if you are ready to manipulate energy  and create glorious possibilities for your life, and even massive change for the planet why we are at it, I invite you to an upcoming Access Bars® day long Class and 4 day Foundation Class.  Take both for 5 Days Of Change with me.  For more information click on the links below.

The Foundationwith Julie Merwin& Victoria Dortzbach (1)

May 18 Access Bars® Class with Julie Merwin & Victoria Dortzbach at New Pathways Center in Salt Lake City

May 19-22 Access Consciousness The Foundation with Julie Merwin & Victoria Dortzbach in Salt Lake City

June 8 Access Bars® Class with Victoria Dortzbach at Vibez in Ogden, Utah

June 9 – 12  Access Consciousness The Foundation with Julie Merwin & Victoria Dortzbach

Being You The Extended Adventure

In 2008 I reached my limit of playing by the rules of an overbearing authoritarian cultural / religious structure that I had tried to follow obediently my entire life.  For my whole life I had tried to be the good girl, and tried to get right…Instead, it had only made me increasingly depressed and angry.  I said, out loud, in that church’s testimony meeting, with every fiber of my being shaking and excited, “this is not working for me. This is killing me.  I am me.  I am going to go beyond these 4 walls to find out all about prosperity.  I know you can have a life of prosperity beyond these four walls!  I am going to go find out All about living beyond what these boundaries have defined ME and LIFE as being…  I don’t know what that means.  But I am starting … That’s all I have to say.  Thank you.”  Saying that in a testimony meeting in this religion had been virtually unheard of by anyone up to that point. Since then, vocal dissension by brave people is becoming a common occurrence.

For 3 years I plugged away at work as a nurse, and I felt a bit freer, having shed one cloak of ideology that was not working for me. 

But much more still was bubbling up to be alchemized.  I was looking for a good place to be as a nurse.  Instead, I found myself hopping from job to job, hoping that this would be ‘it.’ That somehow, things would work out.  I was judging myself as somehow wrong every time I left a job.  The pain of self judgment stings!

In 2011, I reached another point.  I was exhausted and depleted and disenfranchised with my work. Nurses bleed out in the profession.  They literally burnout and leave.  Half of them leave the profession within five years of becoming a nurse.  That is the kind of ‘health’ care of the current structure. So what did I do?  I quit my floor job.  I demanded that things change in my life.  I was pleading for something new to please find me.  Then I came across the work of Dr Dain Heer, co founder of Access Consciousness, and author of Being You, Changing The World.

Although I was in the best shape of my life, having just run a marathon, and a supposedly acceptable size 10, according to society’s standards,  I was miserable.  I was inflicting loads of self judgment.  I was torturing my body with extreme calorie counting and forceful obsessive exercise.  I listened to Dain on the radio while stretching, having just finished a run. I was so anxious for relief.  Dain had us do an exercise. He asked us to pick an area that we were upset with, an area we were in huge amounts of judgment with.  I thought to myself, “Ha! That’s Easy!  I have so many!”  I picked my body image.  He asked us to repeat several times with him out loud, “Interesting Point Of View I Have This Point Of View.”  That shifted things for me instantly, for the first time, ever.  Up to that point I was using every alternative modality and new age technique and teaching under the sun.  They would work for a little while before the emotional pain would creep back in.  I was just so-so in life.  So, I was still stuck in the pattern I had learned of trying to get it right, and be good.

I began utilizing the tools of Access Consciousness. As I have continued to do so, life has and continues to get easier and more joyful.  I have, in the area of prosperity particularly, already exceeded my wildest expectations for my life.  And I know it is just the tip of the iceberg.  For example, I now live in a 7 bedroom 5 bathroom house on 0.5 acres.  I have more space available to me.  I know what it is to receive, in a whole new way.  How did I get here?  By utilizing the tools of Access Consciousness!  Please get that Access Consciousness is not an answer.  It is not a community.  Rather, it is a set up tools, techniques, and processes designed to facilitate you to change whatever isn’t working for you.  These tools help you to have more ease and joy with whatever is going on in your life.  And to empower you to know that you know.  For some great tools, refer to my blog post “How To Change Anything – Four Tools To Get Unstuck Fast.

I am not going to say that because of Access Consciousness or Dr Dain Heer, I am healed.  I am not going to say that bells and choirs of “Ah!’ make up my current life.  Becoming more conscious is a journey, not a destination.  What I will say is that as I apply the tools to my life and living, I am aware I am much more me and much more free.  I am much more aware of my capacity to facilitate people around me to have greater choices, possibilities, as well as more ease, joy, & glory.  I know I have infinite choice and access to infinite possibilities.  I enjoy life more than ever before, and I have witnessed numerous miracles.  I look forward to the future with much optimism and know I create miracles!

There are no tricks to being you.  There are no secrets.  There are no steps.  The willingness to go beyond what is defined to a place of vulnerability and courage…That my friends is where the space of being you begins.

What if you could wake up every day again with a wild enthusiasm for being alive?

You are invited to a very special event.  Being You The Extended Adventure 1.5 Day Event is coming to Utah August 12&13th, 2016! This class has no prerequisites and every event is uniquely created by the people who choose to come. Together, we’ll go on a journey of creation…to a space that has never existed before. It’s one of the most undefined events of its kind, it’s only when you define something that you can limit it. Ever notice? Come here for more information.  Check out the facebook event page here.

These classes are facilitated by special Being You facilitators worldwide and can give you an energetic experience of being that you won’t find anywhere else…The fabulous Donnielle Carter is facilitating this class.  She is an author of Right Body For You, and an extraordinary facilitator.  My aunt had one bars session and read this book, and within a few months, had shed 4 clothing sizes!  It’s phenomenal to help you experience more joy and ease and being with your body.



One thing I know for sure, is that government will not change this world. Ideologies or belief systems of any kind will not change this world.  Those institutions and belief structures are designed to perpetuate themselves consistently, as well as maintain judgment and limitation.  When we buy into those paradigms as being the answer, we destroy possibilities for a sustainable future on this planet.  We destroy possibilities.  When we align and agree with maintaining judgment of any kind, we have no choice other then continue to kill each other and the planet.  Is that what you desire?

So, with that, take a breath.  Let Go.  Good.

Consciousness includes everything and judges nothing. . . .

Now.  Take another breath.  ….

Good.

Oneness includes everything and judges nothing. . . .

I ask you to drop your barriers and expand out.  Just Ask yourself to do so.  You know.  You always know.

Now, I have a question for you.

What if you being you is the gift, magic, and change this world requires?

and also,

Is now the time to be what and who you actually came here to be?

Welcome to Being You The Extended Adventure!

I invite you to check out Dain Heer’s special book Being You Changing The World. Would choosing to peruse or read that be light for you?  This is available in book form and also audio book.  For a FREE AUDIO of his first chapter, sign up here. Or, listen below.  Choices Gallore!




What can we contribute to consciousness today?  Cheers!  ~Victoria

The Symphony Of Possibilities

I just experienced Symphony of Possibilities with many wonderful beings, including facilitator Dain Heer, in Santa Barbara, California.  I come back home to Ogden, Utah knowing I am that much more Me, and much more free.  A great awareness I received is that I I don’t have to be anything different than me, the entire make up of me. Yes, all the good, the bad, and the ugly, to affect change and make a difference.  The greatest choice is to see through the eyes of no judgment, total allowance, and other energies that Access Consciousness describes.  What if YOU have something, when you choose to be it, that is different than anyone else on the planet?  What if this unique energy can contribute to the greater possibilities for us all here on Planet Earth?  Yes, there is a lot of fucked up shit on this planet.  Yet, we, working and playing together, have the power to change it.  Now.  Welcome to The Age Of Miracles.

So here I be, back home in Ogden, Utah.  I feel unsolidified.  By unsolidified, I mean that all of the lies I’d made true about me and reality no longer have power in my world.  I am free to create, magic.  Much of the resistance I had is melted.  I had awarenesses that empowered me to live again.  I am different.  My being has changed.  You could say I am a new person even.  My body is humming in ways I haven’t perceived in a very, very long time.  Judgments have much much less power to effect me in my world.  The doorway to a world of co-creation, contribution, joy, ease, and explosive enjoyment that I envision is open.  Yes, I know there is being and doing whatever it takes and taking action to have that world. And yet, the vision is here!  It has so explosively rippled through my world that words can’t do it justice.  You know what the closest word I can think of is?  MIRACLE.

A 5 Minute Taster of the Symphony of Possibilities – with Dr. Dain Heer from Access Consciousness

We have our nice little box of reality.  This box of reality tells us what this is and what that is.  It tells us how long something will take.  It tells us that we can or can not have something.  It tells us what is possible.  We have our conclusions of how much (______ ie $$, time, friends) we can have and be in our lives.  This is all something we decided it is so.   We decide that things are what they are.  You are you (dr, wife, etc) and I am me (engineer, suffers from disease), over here.  We have decided we are separate from each other. But what would occur if we challenged those assumptions?  if we allow those barriers that we ourselves erected, to dissolve, completely?  What if we needed no excuse to just BE US?  Without separation?  What if this longing to be who we be, and experience the oneneess of all things, is available to us now?  What if it is possible, now, to receive our desires?  What change do you know you could spark on this planet?  What if you knew?  Welcome to the Symphony of Possibilities.  What is one thing you can choose today that would expand the joy and fun of living for you right away?  Exponentially?  What gift of you have you been refusing, that if you choose to be it, would spark change on this planet in phenomenal ways?  You Are A Gift!  Is it time to be it?

Tap into Infinite Being.  Here is a short video taster of the energy of the SOP

What do you desire to be, have, and create?  What else is possible for your life and livng?  How can I help?  contact me here.

For more information, read Being You, Changing The World, a very special book by Dain Heer.  It’s one of my all time favorites.

SPECIAL INVITATION FOR YOU:  Come to the 1.5 Day class Being You, The Extended Adventure in Salt Lake City, Utah with Certified Access Consciousness facilitator Donnielle Carter on Aug 12 & 13.  Learn more and Register here.

Some Pics From Delightful California

Miracle of Being – with Julie Merwin, CFMW

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Receiving Miracles- We had forecast of fog all day, but then we asked for and received beautiful Sun energyIMG_3960

Dain Heer

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