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The Lie Of Love and what it takes to find what is beyond love

I am way more pyschic than I ever wanted to be and sometimes the contracted place people are functioning from I can sense from thousands of mile away. I know where all your walls are. I know your judgments. I know where you are limiting you. I just know. But also know the being you be. And the magic. And the possibility for the joie de vivre you could be experiencing, but many of you haven’t been shown how. We are functioning from a lot of limitations, and some of them are very dynamically put in place.  Further, did you know the biggest limitations are often the things you feel you are right about?  Crazy, huh?! I’ll say it again.  When you have to be right about something, you are limiting the magic you can be and the space of possibilities that can show up for you.

You may not wish to keep reading if you are committed to utopian ideals.  If you choose to keep reading, I am going to ask you to lower all of your barriers.

So please, Lower All Of Your Barriers.  Drop them.  All.  PUSH them down. There.  That’s it. Now breathe.  And when energy comes up for you, I invite you to breathe.

One of the biggest utopian ideals is love.  Over the last couple of years, I have chosen to search beyond the love programming on this planet. The programming that says that love the answer. 98% of people can’t comprehend a reality beyond where they’ve made love significant. Most people are functioning from the conclusion of the necessity of proving love.

People want to stop at this point.  Me saying the above about love brings up A LOT of energy for people!  They project at me, “how dare she!”  They would rather stay in the defined place of definition and being right, good, perfect, and correct about bringing to the world what they’ve decided the world needs, as love and light.  This is where I actually scare the shit out of people.  But even when you judge me, and separate from me, I see you.  I function from oneness.  Oneness and consciousness is the truth of our beings.  It is impossible to separate from Source, and in fact, takes A LOT of energy and work!  When you fight for the rightness of your point of view, in lieu of accommodating the information the world is begging you to receive, you are decaying your future.

Love as the greatest and grandest thing to strive for, is actually a limitation. How? Because when you decide that love is the answer, it is at the expense of Being present with All Energies that you could create from and with, as an Infinite Being. What is being? It is undefinable. It is that natural space of being that Nature is. That animals have it. That small children have it. They don’t function from judgment. Do they love? No, they just BE and Receive. They function from total allowance and no judgment.

Now that you’ve read this, are you starting to contract? Are you angry at me? Just. Breathe.
There sugar, we are not done yet. Keep reading.

Now because you are letting love lose it’s significance, this doesn’t mean you stop caring. You, as a being, Care.  You care a whole lot.  Everywhere you’ve mis-identified and mis-applied caring as love, will you destroy and uncreate it all?  Right Wrong Good Bad Pod Poc All 9 Shorts Boys & Beyonds.

I have a questions for you. Truth! Are you an infinite being?

Truth, Would an infinite being have access to all energies?

What if you didn’t have to judge any energy, but instead could learn to receive and work with All energies, in order to create a greater possibility?

For instance, When you decide that love is the greatest thing there is, you actually limit the space of being that can show up and be available to you. What if it is not love the world is asking for, but Being You is? “What if you are the gift, the contribution, and the possibility the world is asking for” – Dr Dain Heer.

Today I invite you to simply ask to release all decisions, judgment, conclusions you’ve made at any time that limit you from Being you. Will you now destroy and uncreate all of the decisions, judgments, conclusions, and computations that keep you from being you? Even if you don’t know what they are? Thank you! Right Wrong Good Bad Pod Poc All 9 Shorts Boys & Beyonds.

Getting your bars run can help you dismantle all of the insidious programming that keeps you out of being you.  When you are receiving a session of The Bars®, it’s impossible to be in judgment.

I invite you to melt into being.  What if being you is different than anything you’ve ever been told? It is not something I can tell you about.  I may facilitate you to release all of things in your way from being you.  Also I can acknowledge the energy of you when you are being you.  A book I highly recommend that will show you the energies is “Being You Changing The World,” by Dr Dain Heer.


Being You requires a certain warrior quality, because very few will recognize the energy you are being when you are being you. Many people still do not even sense a greater possibility, that a greater reality is possible. Even fewer who know it’s available will choose to have it.  So know this, it takes COURAGE to be you.  Many people will judge you.  People that were close to you may leave you. Are you willing to loose everything and everyone if that is what it takes? Just remember that the separation they are choosing to function from is a lie.  Oneness and consciousness includes everything and judges nothing…including judgment!

We have created walls, barriers, and defenses to things. We shut out new information, and things we’ve deemed Bad, that are ‘out there,’ in order to keep us safe. Many of these walls we don’t even know we have. But they are controlling us. What once kept us safe now serves to limits our ability to receive and to create greater possibilities. It contracts us. It keeps things defined. Even ‘good’ things, like ‘love,’ can actually limit the energies that are truly possible to have, to be, to create with and from.

Good news though – it is very easy to receive. Much more easy than the hard work, the ‘push,’ and the force people use to try to make it work.

It starts with Asking. I made a video with an exercise for you, called “Barriers Down!” This tool is simply demonstrated in this 1 minute video. I have learned many, many tools working with Access Consciousness. At the present time, I can say this tool has been the single most powerful tool of all tools I have used.  And it is so easy!

Would you like the energies available to you to work with you and for you? Then the other video I highly recommend to be working with energy is Connecting Mind & Body: Pulling Energy. This is not rocket science. If you have a body, then you can do this. You can watch this energy pull exercise.

Reflect on this question: If you could have anything, what would it be?

-Barriers Down!

-Expand Out!

-Pull The Energy In

-Take Action

-Enjoy Actualizing Your Desires

– Repeat 🙂

And if you are ready to manipulate energy  and create glorious possibilities for your life, and even massive change for the planet why we are at it, I invite you to an upcoming Access Bars® day long Class and 4 day Foundation Class.  Take both for 5 Days Of Change with me.  For more information click on the links below.

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May 18 Access Bars® Class with Julie Merwin & Victoria Dortzbach at New Pathways Center in Salt Lake City

May 19-22 Access Consciousness The Foundation with Julie Merwin & Victoria Dortzbach in Salt Lake City

June 8 Access Bars® Class with Victoria Dortzbach at Vibez in Ogden, Utah

June 9 – 12  Access Consciousness The Foundation with Julie Merwin & Victoria Dortzbach

7 Simple & Effective Tools To Change Anything

7 Simple & Effective Tools To Change Anything

Barriers Down

Connecting Mind and Body

(Expand Out and Energy Ball)

Interesting Point Of View

Light and Heavy Tool

Access Bars

The Clearing Statement

Who Does This Belong To?

7 Simple & Effective Tools To Change Anything

Donald Trump As The Impetus For Change

In this article I discuss the fallout of the US election.  I highlight the energetics that have lead up to Donald Trump as president elect.  I give my recommendation of the top two tools I use to get out of judgment and into possibilities, creation and opening the door for you to experience oneness with ease.

Calling all seekers, star walkers, dreamers, lovers, artists, wizards, shamans, empaths, and healers! Come out come out wherever you are.

Billions of people all around the world have been in a state of nervous tension as a result of the 2016 US Presidential Election.  At first people were reeling from the shock of the news. As someone very psychic, the vibrations initially felt somewhat like this.

Now, instead of staying in a state of nervousness, strain, stress, and tension out about current events, I invite you to listen to this message poured out onto the page before you. This message comes from eons of experience and has lead me, and you, right here, to NOW.

How wonderful is that?
How great are we that we’ve never wanted to acknowledge?

Sweet beings,

Our time is NOW.
Your time to hide is over. You can come out now and be and do who you came here to be. What if I told you there are new doors of possibility that have never been here before? Ever.
What if it’s not about reclaiming and going back to ancient knowledge, as much as it is going forward, to create a totally different reality that has never yet existed? What do you know that could help create that? What doors of possibility would like to be created through you?  What greater reality could you bring forth and contribute to creating that would change all realities?

The reality on this planet as it currently exists is one of harshness.  Judgment, unkindness, violence, torture, hatred, cruelty, victimization, need and greed, depression, and fear have run amok  They have plagued us.  We have allowed them to rule over us and define our reality, as a collective. The Judgments which breeds more judgment and these types of energies mentioned above, kills possibilities. It is destroying Our Planet. Our Planet Earth, herself, is asking you to come out of judgment, and into the lightness that YOU Be. These judgments are not you!  They seem real, but they are not who you be, in truth. In fact, these judgments and energies can limit you only when you give them your power.  What if you are way, way, way more powerful than you have cared to know?  You can go beyond the insanity of this reality and create a reality that works for you.

Did you know you can change future outcomes by changing Your past?

I want you to listen as I present to you some of the tools that are here now for you.  Stop buying the lies of judgment. These tools can take you beyond judgment to the space of infinite possibilities. The Space You BE when you are being you. These tools have allowed me to expand the generative energies of creativity, allowance, kindness, caring, healing, joy, and ecstatic energies. These energies are available abundantly in nature and in the animal kingdom. It’s people that have refused them. However, more and more people have found there way to the lightness. And you can too.

I was suffocating in the heaviness on and off for a few weeks after the elections. I was upset in drama and trauma. One day, within half an hour of clearings with the clearing statement, I found the lightness I truly be again. What if you didn’t have to go into the darkness, nor resist, nor react to it? What if you no longer had to fight the darkness, to claim your lightness?

What if you could ask “what would it take for me to be and have the lightness I truly be as my reality?  Listen to my 15 minute segment of my radio show, The Voice Of Change.

One question you can ask yourself if you love judging Donald Trump is, “What is right about Donald Trump as president elect that I’m not getting?”  To get a result you’ve never had, you’ve got to choose to be or do something you’ve never chosen. Now is the time to choose to do your inner work for creating a greater reality you wish to see in the world.  What can you choose to be and do different today to bring a more possibilities right away?

THE TOP TWO TOOLS I USE TO GET OUT OF JUDGEMENT AND INTO ONENESS WITH EASE

The Access Consciousness Clearing Statement

Next, and this is a crucial element:

RUN, don’t walk, to your nearest bars practitioner and get your bars run…

What I know is that peace on earth begins with me.  I get my bars regularly to effortlessly and gently release of the wrongness and judgments on me or about me from anyone or anything.

What if you are the Creator Source for your own reality?  Will you choose it?  What would that create?

Let’s together create ease and eradicate dis-ease off this planet, NOW!

Goodbye mitote, your time is up!
Hello peace
Hello ease
Hello joy
Hello being you
Hello beautiful Earth
Hello infinite possibilities
Hello magic
Hello lightness
Hello ecstasy
Hello pleasure
Hello delight

It will be a Happy Planet, only if you choose it.

We also have the power to end it all.  We do that by continuing to settle, and by refusing to be the greatness we truly be. The choice is yours.  The Time Is NOW.  What will you choose?

 

Seer & Sorcerer,
Victoria Christine

How to get out of body judgment for good

In the following article tell you the truth that no one tells you.  I discuss why you have the body judgment and body image you do. I give you effective tools climb out of the matrix of body judgment.

The Truth That No One Tells You

Most people don’t want to hear it.  They are dependent on the matrix system to tell them everything they know.  They do not desire to look at the truth.  If this is you, stop reading.  This is the wrong blog post.  However, if you have been aware that there is more that is going on than meets the eye, or if you are aware that something  is off, I invite you to read on.  You are about to be given the keys to unlock, unravel, and erase a tremendous limitation.  Our world is living with tremendous amount of lies about bodies and has for millenia. In order to understand why you have the body you do and what you can do about it your negative body image, I need to give you some important information.  Only read this if you want the truth.  Let’s begin with the truth no one tells you, discussed in the next six paragraphs.

When two or more people agree with a point of view, that creates an energy for that thing to be actualized.  A culture, for instance, holds the points of views that a group of people have taken on and made real, vital, valuable, and true.  For instance,  bring to mind a culture, a country, a religion, or group of people, such as your family.  What rules, guidelines, attitudes, and beliefs, both spoken, and spoken, exist within that group?  What did they decide or conclude about life?  These beliefs can be anywhere along the spectrum of benign to dangerous.

These beliefs can be widespread.  For example, a widespread, albeit benign cross-cultural belief is the idea of Santa Claus.  Beliefs can be unique to a given culture. For instance, an unusual view from the religion of mormonism that I was raised in, is that baptizing the dead into the mormon church is important.  This is done so that beings who have died can have more truth and attain the highest degree of glory in heaven.  Practicing mormons believe that those people just didn’t get a chance to hear the truth in their lifetime, and that those people will be grateful to be given the truth through baptism by proxy, which is done in their temples.

These beliefs, ideas, judgments, attitudes, and fixed points of views are usually passed down from generation to generation in perpetuity until a big change maker shows up and shakes things loose. For example, Jeshua Ben Josef, Martin Luther, Ghandi, and Susan B. Anthony easily come to mind.  What other change makers come to mind?  These people have usually endured a great deal of resistance.

The important thing to know about all of this is this.  Some beliefs, judgments, and attitudes have way more ‘charge,’ or polarity attached.  Polarity is has a positive and negative side.  For example, right and wrong, or good and bad.  The more charge a particular judgment has, the greater the density, or solidity, that it holds in the matrix of limited reality that makes up the human world.  The more people that align and agree or resist and react to an idea, an ideology or a belief system, the more they order that into physical their collective reality.  Can you see why we have so many conflicts?  It’s really quite insane.

Whether you see it or not, we all have had a part in creating this limited reality.  Any time you judge, come to a conclusion, or decide something about anything or anyone,  you have just created a polarity and solidified that point of view into your personal reality. That means that for every belief you have, whether you are aware of this belief or not, you necessitate an experience  that aligns with your fixed point of view come into your physical reality.  It must now show up in your world.  This can work for you, as there are positive judgments, conclusions, and decisions.  But more often than not, these “DJC’s” as I call them, will work against you.  How do you move beyond this limited reality?  Would you like to learn to create from a totally new space of possibilities?  Keep reading.

As I stated above, when two or more people align and agree or resist and react to a point of view, judgment, decision, attitude, belief, etc., they limit what can actually show up in their collective reality.   What makes the category of “BODIES” so limited?  It is that most people have very defined, fixed points of views, judgments, and conclusions on just what a body is, and what it is not.

How to move beyond the matrix of body judgment

What have you decided a body is or isn’t?  What have you decided your body is capable of or isn’t?  How do you invite the space of creation to open up to you so that you can create something way way way beyond limited reality?  What would it take to create something different, and extraordinary, with your body?  What do you know is possible with, as, and for bodies?  Would you be willing to claim, own, and acknowledge your awareness?

There are people who do and have done extraordinary things with their bodies.  For example, there are a few people throughout the world who have learned to live on light energy, and not food, for many years.  There are people who can wear just shorts all day in freezing temperatures  There are people who can hold their breath underwater for over 20 minutes.  There are people in their seventies who don’t look old.  I know one personally.   There are people who have survived falls when their parachute didn’t open.  You can read about some of these amazing feats here. 10 Amazing Feats Achieved By Human Beings.

What beliefs, attitudes, judgments, and fixed points of views have you bought from your family before the age of two that contribute to the body you have today?  What points of views about bodies have you bought from religion?  From society?  From the western medical establishment?  Would you like to de-solidify those so that you invite another possibility with, as, and for your body?  What points of views could you chose to function from so that something else could show up? Start with asking, “What is MY reality?”  And then, Listen.

7 TOOLS FOR CHANGE

Below are 7 simple, magical tools from the tool kit I am using known as Access Consciousness®.  You can use any or all of these tools to receive the change you are asking for.  But don’t use them if you aren’t ready for change. You will change!

1 – INTERESTING POINT OF VIEW

What if everything is just an interesting point of view?  Your point of view creates your reality, your reality does not create your point of view.  Bring to mind a judgment you have about your body.  Now, say the following out loud: “Interesting Point Of View I Have This Point Of View.”  Say it a few times.  Now….do you notice anything different?  Pay attention to the sensations you perceive from your body.  Is there a subtle space that has opened up, that may not have been present in your awareness before you asked the question?

2 – Light & Heavy 

The way to begin to tap into your magic begins simply by following and choosing what is light for you.  For instance, you have a choice to make on what school to attend.  Here is how you know what works best for you:  When something is true for you, there are signals sent to you and/or your body.  It will light up your world.  It will bring a sigh of relief to your body. However, if something is a lie, you will pause.  You feel something is off.  It is heavy.  You will sense your world contract.  Do not choose that.

3 – Question


Albert Einstein has said

“If I had an hour to solve a problem and my life depended on the answer, I would spend the first 55 minutes figuring out the proper questions to ask. For if I knew the proper questions, I could solve the problem in less than 5 minutes.”

Question everything!  What if it is simply your job to ask, and the universe’s job to deliver? Here are some great questions for starters –

How does it get any better than this?  Ask this question when something good happens, and when something bad happens.

What else is possible?  If you are stuck, with anything, I highly recommend this question.  This question alone has changed my world.

Note for the reader:  For the rest of this article, I invite you to keep an open mind.  The tools are weird and wacky, and they work!  They are assisting thousands of people around the world to change whatever isn’t working in their lives.  Are you next?

Who does this belong to? 

From the Access Consciousness® website:

What’s This All About?Have you ever felt sad for no reason? Have you ever felt suddenly angry or happy and didn’t know why? You might consider that some thoughts, feelings and emotions you are having are not even yours. How would your life be different if most of them aren’t? Would it be easier? More joyful?

What if you are way more psychic than you think, and you assume that all the thoughts, feelings and emotions you have are yours? Who’s life are you living? In Access Consciousness we have the point of view that all the thoughts, feelings and emotions you are experiencing aren’t yours, and there is this simple and easy tool (one of the greatest tools in Access) that will give you more freedom if you are willing to ask a question.  

So if you are interested in having an easier, more fun and more joyful life… keep reading to find out the tool, if you are not interested in having an easier, more fun, and more joyful life then stop reading; otherwise you could change your life!

1. The Tool

Okay, so the tool is: Who Does This Belong To? Just ask this question for every thought, feeling and emotion you have and if it feels lighter at all, then it’s not yours. And after that, the only thing you have to do is return it to sender.

Easy enough for you? Would you be willing to give it a try? What do you have to lose? All the thoughts, feelings and emotions that are not yours!!! So, if you are brave enough to find out how many of the thoughts, feelings and emotions you are having that are not yours … then take the 3-DAY CHALLENGE!

2. The Challenge

For every thought, feeling and emotion you have during the 3-days ask, “Who Does This Belong To?” then return it all to sender. Don’t bother to find out where it came from—just return it, and see what shows up in your life

Participate with us!  Join the Who Does This Belong To? Facebook group

One last thing to add about using this particular question as a tool.  If you’ve asked “Who does this belong to?” and the heaviness is still in your world, somewhere you have bought it as yours.  That is where the next tool comes in.  The clearing statement.

The more you ask questions, the more you will see results and will get excited to ask even more questions.  There are 2 resources a recommend to delve in even further.

#1  The Book 91 Days Of Q

Are you new to living in the question? 91 Days of Q is a daily three-month collection of questions to help keep you in the zone. Each question is accompanied by examples and background for how and when you might use it…also filled with questions to keep you opening doors to possibilities.

 

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4 – Access Consciousness® Clearing Statement

The clearing statement is a fabulous tool to change anything.  Anywhere you sense a block or limitation in your way, or are stuck, use this tool!

“We cannot solve our problems with the same level of thinking we used when we created them.” – Einstein

5 – Access Bars®

What are The Bars? They are 32 bars of energy that run through and around your head that connect to different aspects of your life. The Bars store the electromagnetic component of all the thoughts, ideas, attitudes, decisions and beliefs that you have ever had about anything. There are Bars for healing, body, control, awareness, creativity, power, aging, sex and money, etc. Each Bar corresponds with that aspect or area of your life that it is named. When I touch the Bars on your head you begin to clear away the energy locked up in that area or aspect of your life.

How does having my Bars run benefit you? Everyone experiences something different. And every time they have their bars run they experience something different. People have reported that after their Bars session they felt more relaxed, have more energy, slept better than they have in months, have more clarity, depression and anxiety faded, less triggered by certain people or situations, clearing of things not working in their life, improved mental clarity, etc.

6 – START COMMUNICATING WITH YOUR BODY

Your body is a sensorial organ.  It is always perceiving and transmitting information.  Many of us have lost our ability to accurately receive what the body is communicating.  In order to hone in on what your body is saying, ask it questions.  And then, Listen.  The language of the body is different than spoken language.  It can give sensations, pictures, and energetic cues.  Here are four questions you can ask about anything related to your body.

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For example, when my small dog ingested some chocolate, I asked these four questions while remaining calm. The mainstream point of view is that chocolate is poison for dogs.  I placed my hands on her abdomen to provide healing body processes.  I listened to the information her body was transmitting to my body.  I knew that I didn’t have to take her to the vet, that everything would be ok.  Everything turned out fine.

7 – Receive Hands On Body Processes

There are over 60 different hands on Access Consciousness body processes.  There are ones that remove and eliminate the impelled judgments that you have stuck in your body. I have written about some of my experiences with these body processes.  You can go here to read more. 

You can contact me for an Access Bars® and Access Body Process session here.  You can learn more about and register for upcoming Access Consciousness® & Access Bars® classes here. 

What to do when upset occurs – moving beyond trauma and drama to the lightness of you! Webinar with Victoria & Bethany

Get Out Of Adulting For Free! Webinar with Victoria & Bethany

What had intended to be a hangout called “Get out of adulting for free” is now asking to be greater – Here is the webinar replay of “What to do when upsets occur – moving beyond trauma and drama to the lightness you be!” with Bethany Schrader & Victoria Dortzbach
Learn more & Register for Access Bars class 

TOOLS TO USE!

All the tools we talked about can be found in my article “How To Change Anything – 4 Tools To Get You Unstuck Fast”, including Questions, Who does this belong to? Access Bars & The Clearing Statement.

What to do when upset occurs – moving beyond trauma and drama to the lightness of you! Webinar with Victoria & Bethany

My Bad Dream About Heaven

I’ve been processing some entanglements with religion.  Yesterday It had been in the back of my mind, this intense energy of proving oneself as worthy and, having to strive to earn your place in heaven.  I am acutely aware of the millions of people around me that are meaningfully going through purgatory as a means to an end, that end being a righteous end in heaven.

That intensity of awareness starting increasing yesterday, as I am getting ready to attend an Access Consciousness Foundation class.  What I am aware of is that doing a laundry list of things in order to prove oneself as worthy is a lie that many people function from.  It is a lie that is constantly bought and sold to children in orthodox religions such as mormonism and catholicism.  I have been so busy with work that I haven’t sat with it enough to ask more questions about what to do with the intense awareness I am receiving.

Then last night I had a bad dream about it all that woke me up with a startle. In this dream I was in a lifetime where I gave up and gave over all my power over to some source and force outside myself.  I had been doing life and doing the things taught to me that I should do in order to earn my way into heaven.  When it was time to go to heaven, I didn’t desire to go.  But I was escorted away anyways.  I was uneasy as I was being flown to the gate with this tall, black, hooded figure. We were gliding along, easily. When we got to an entry point,  I was told what I needed to say and how to act.  Then I could sense the dark hooded figure communicating with entities beyond the entryway.  These entities were controlling the gateway.  They were not in view, yet I knew they were there.  There was some foreign sounding word I’ve never heard before.  It was dark all around me.  The entry way, or gate, was like this large black spinning ‘ceiling fan’ above my head.  Possibly some kind of dimension or gateway to another realm.  I knew that going up through there would be more like a prison then not, yet I couldn’t articulate it.  I just had this pit in my stomach and felt uneasy.  It wasn’t a joyful ocurence.  It was like a solemn procession.

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After we had been there a while, the gate wasn’t opening.  The communication was that I was not being allowed to enter.  They didn’t know what to do with me.

As all of this was taking place, I was aware that there was ‘family’, that came from out of town to be with each other as it related to me, for this occasion.  The family viewed the goings on as my ‘going to heaven’ time.  The awful thing about this family is that I had no idea who they were. They were these completely obese, lazy humans who were slow in affect.  I loathed them.

Then, I woke up.

What is heaven?

Many people are conditioned to believe that heaven is a place of rest from all the hard work and drudgery of your formal life.  All that work that you had to put in in order to be deemed worthy.  You are in heaven now.  You have been proven worthy.  There is no more working for your reward.  This place is filled with an eternal peace.  Nothing ever bad occurs in heaven, and nobody does anything wrong.

But there are conditions.  This power that judged you as good enough to get into heaven is outside yourself.  You assume this sources is greater than you.  This force outside of you, you have made greater than you.  Do you see?  Do you see how your choices are now narrowed down to standards that fit the right good perfect and correct mold of being with life eternal?  Do you have any control over this heaven?  Or is this heaven a concept that was invented, is perpetrated, and is maintained by the power that you gave to it and continue to give to it?  What if ‘heaven’ is another mechanism of control designed to limit you?  (Further, wouldn’t you become bored by being in the constraints of this so called heaven?  Wouldn’t you wish to grow, play, and have adventures?  The kind of adventures that go beyond a contrived heaven’s standards?)

There are many damaging effects in believing something or someone outside of yourself is greater than you and has the answers.  We are naively taught, when we are young, not to listen to the whispers of magic that surround us.  We loose track of our natural ability to communicate with and receive from planet Earth. It has been damaging to our relationship with the entity known as Earth for us to cut ourselves off from the very real contribution she can be to us.

Reclaiming Your Sovereignty

Over the last few years I have studied enough, asked enough questions, and had enough experiences to know that there is a tremendous amount that deception that the human species has bought into and has been functioning from.  If you would like to be free from the illusion and the false light matrix, I highly recommend beginning by watching movies like “The Matrix.” Then seek out highly skilled healers and modalities designed to facilitate your freedom.  The best set of techniques tools and processes I have come across to empower you is known as Access Consciousness.  Access Consciousness will assist you to change anything not working.  The foundational modality is known as Access Bars. Receiving an Access Bars session will destory limitations and free your body and energetic system; In essence, it will unplug you from the matrix.  The rest is up to you and what YOU choose.  Read essays, listen to radio shows, and watch videos by people such as Andrew Bartzis, Wes Penre, and Cameron Day.  These people provide information about how our species has been being duped and imprisoned in ways that go beyond just the physical earth – the physical earth is that which our five senses are attunded to; what we hear and see daily.  They have given me required information for my journey to be easier.  Especially useful is Andrew Bartzis revokations as well as Cameron Day’s advice about revokations.  The Access Consciousness clearing statement is also very useful to erase anywhere you hold a charge about anything in your body and mental / emotional system. Read more about the clearing statement in my blog 4 Tools To Get Unstuck Fast.

I invite you to get in touch with You again. The You that is Infinite Being.  One of the questions in Ten Keys To Total Freedom  by Gary Douglas, is “would an infinite being truly choose this?”  Ask this question when you are choosing something, such as work, a relationship, or a move to make.  If you are aware that choosing something will create more for you, choose it.  If you are aware that it will create a big pile of crap for you and your life, don’t choose it!  For more about Question as a tool to freedom, Read my blog 4 Tools To Get Unstuck Fast.

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The Planet is teetering right now.  It’s future sustainability is in your hands.  It now is up to you, Dear One.  Be the magic you know is possible.  With each and every choice for life, it creates more for the possibilities of all of us.  All of us who care.  All of us who remember this planet as she once was and as the glory she Be.  The magic of what you have believed is heaven is already inside you, waiting for you to discover it.  Tap into the place of infinite possibilities.  What infinite potency of you have you not acknowledged, that is ready for you to claim, own and acknowledge it? What would the world be like if you chose that?

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The Easy Joyful Natural Birth Of Samantha Lynn -Or- How I Gave Birth with Ease

Easy Joyful Natural Birth of Samantha Lynn: Part I – My Pregnancy

I barely ever go to the Dr.  July of 2012, I went to my family Dr for a physical.  I requested a pregnancy test, just in case.  When the Dr came in with a big smile on his face, I knew I was pregnant. I told my husband I had news and handed him a Dr’s slip that same day.  It said “Congratulations. You are Pregnant.”  He was surprised and quickly accepted it.

I accepted that I was pregnant, although it had been 15 years since birthing my first daughter.  At age 21, I chose an OB Dr., induction, epidural, at the hospital, birthing on my back (the position least conducive to an easy birth), with immediate chord clamping and the OB Dr. performing an episiotomy without telling me first.  That’s what I knew.  There are more choices the more you educate yourself.  This time I was motivated to learn about natural childbirthing.

I began to seek resources to help myself be as physically and emotionally healthy as possible throughout pregnancy.  I was nervous about my ability to birth natural.  I wanted to learn all about natural birth.  When I was 8 weeks along. In my pursuit to have a natural birth, I interviewed Chris Miller, one of the midwives in our area.  She had a kind and pleasant demeanor and was polite and diplomatic upon first appearance.  The birth center which she’d just opened, a mile from our home, was cozy and home like.  I decided to go with her and continued my checkups regularly.

I checked out several books from the library and read voraciously the first few months of my pregnancy.  Books like Birthing Within, Birthing A Better Way, 12 secrets for natural childbirth, and Get Me Out: A history of childbirth from the garden of eden to the sperm bank left an impression on me.  I saw the documentaries “Business of Being Born” and “Pregnant in America,” which were eye opening.  There are some disturbing realities about America’s maternity care system and what is happening to women and babies. The USA is last of 42 industrialized countries in infant and maternal mortality.

18029_4783709281863_436437373_n I started going to “Powerful Birth Group,” a monthly educational / support group for pregnant women and mom’s with babies.  There I learned things about allowing labor to begin naturally, water birth, breastfeeding, and delayed chord clamping.  I looked into joining an online support group.  I checked out some online forums.  The one I choose was Barefoot Birthing Support Group on facebook.

In October, I saw a great possibility for birthing well with Hypnobabies, hypnosis for childbirth.  I had asked the other moms at Powerful Birth Group if they’d used hypnobabies and what they thought.  The two that had taken Hypnobabies heartily recommended it.  I, along with my husband Jay, chose to take Hypnobabies classes taught by hypnodoula Talya Matheson.  It was like taking a pregnancy and childbirth class with the additional element of learning hypnosis for childbirth.  The required commitments to listen to a different hypnosis CD daily and practice the techniques for a moment a few times a day required great expediency to achieve.  We were so proud of ourselves for accomplishing the practice throughout the 6 weeks of class, and then for 9 more weeks.  My husband even benefited, as he cleared some fears surrounding blood with the fear clearing CD, which was apparent during the birth.  He also amped up his ability to support me as he used the birth partner CD.

I was very blessed with a very healthy and active pregnancy.  I was well in body, mind, and spirit.  I walked, swam, and did yoga regularly.  I conscientiously ate well, juiced, and took raw vitamins and dha. I took the time to nurture and care for me via Access Bars® sessions, beginning October of 2012.  During an Access Bars® session, the pregnant client is positioned to lie back in an antigravity chair.  The practitioner gently touches points on the head.  Often times, during an Access Bars session, a cascade of positive energies is triggered, whilst simultaneously allowing for all negative energies to be dissipated, dissolved, and flushed out. Receiving an Access Bars® session allows you to experience more ease with whatever is going on in your life.  The deep relaxation that occurs for the client is worth its weigh in gold.

The last month, I slowed and tapered drastically my exercise, but still felt very comfortable moving in my own body.  I credit consistent yoga practice and regular Access Bars® sessions for a healthy body and mind.  N’eer did I have back pain or other complications.  I knew that at At age 36, I was in my sexual prime. If I had gone to an OB at age 36, they would have treated me a lot more cautiously.  At age 35, mainstream medicine classifies women as high risk.  With such a healthy physiology which I instinctively  knew I had,  I did not need people treating me different based on a number picked for all women.46301_10200155348277658_1583134930_n

Also, after studying the pros and cons, I chose not to get an ultrasound.  I did not have a flu shot as a pregnant women.  I chose not to have a insanely sugary and nasty glucose test that probably does more harm than good unless you have actual symptoms.  In lieu of this, I opted for to have my hgbA1C levels and blood glucose levels checked, and I watched for any out of the ordinary symptoms.*  *This info is for informational purposes only.  I personally studied extensively the evidence, information, and also included my intuition before making choices fitting my situation as I outline above.  Please study your medical choices and choose for yourself based on your own body and situation.

Lastly, we kept the gender a surprise.  I had a dream that I associated as meaning my baby was a boy early on.  Later in my pregnancy, I pulled the “your daughter” angel card.  I felt strongly since then it was a girl.

Easy Joyful Natural Birth of Samantha Lynn: Part II – Birthing time begins

I awoke early Sunday morning, March 3, having only slept 5 hr 30 min.  I felt really good.  (I’ve been that way a lot lately, after years of 8 hour patterns).  I decided to organize my bookmarks.  2 hours later, I was almost done.  I lost one of my folders entitled “social media” in the shuffle.  Instead of searching for each site again individually, I asked my tech husband to see what he could do to recover the folder.  It ended up that 90% of the work I did vanished.  I had a melt down where I turn into a hysterical whiner.  ”Ahhhh!  I have to do this all over again!”  Since I knew what to do, I got most of it done in another half an hour.  After that, I decided to organize other aspects of my Mac’s existence as well, for the next 4 hours.  I never do that.  Since I rarely, if ever, organize my computer, I told myself, “This must be my version of nesting.”  I hadn’t done much of any nesting up until now.  I also dusted for an hour when my husband had attempted to recover my file.  I hadn’t dusted in as long as I can remember.  Yeah, I was nesting.  That afternoon, I remember seeing ‘bloody show’ also.

Later on I was exhausted from lack of sleep and stress about the online tornado that wrecked havoc to my organizing prowess.  So about 8 o’clock that night, I invited my husband to come on a walk with me and the dog.  We took our dog Pickles out around the 1 mile neighborhood loop.  That loop was about all I could do the last few weeks.  When we got near our house, I told Jay, “One more loop, I am beginning to feel emotionally more even keel again.”  We dropped the dog off home and kept going.  I had begun to feel practice contractions.  I paid little attention, as walking is when I normally had my practice contractions.  With these though, I wondered “Do I have gas?”  The sensation was longer and closer together, so we started to time them.  I was able to walk through all of them, although with a couple, I walked slower.  We arrived home, and I was proud of myself for the 2 mile walk I just did.  The contractions, or gas (lol), went away after the walk.

About 10 o’clock, I decided to turn on my easy yoga video to create that much more peace of mind and relaxation of body and spirit.  Shortly before 11pm, I offered to give my 15 yr old daughter an Access Bars® session.  I had a goal to give her a session before the baby was born, because she hadn’t had one since the summer and we both thought that would create more ease and peace for her.  Upon asking if she would like a session, she willingly climbed on the massage table and I sat in a chair behind her head.    After performing the initial energy pulls, I had the pressure sensations that I wasn’t sure were gas or not.  My daughter began timing these sensations with a contraction timer app on the iPhone.  They were every 4 and a half minutes, lasting 43 seconds each, all through the 70 minute session.  They were only slightly uncomfortable and hardly noticeable.  We turned on my birthing music compilation and enjoyed the rest of the session.

My husband, who looked completely sleepy, was about to go to bed during the session.  I said, “you might want to stay up since these are so consistent, just to time a few more afterwards and see what happens.”  He really did not wish to be bothered.  That didn’t sit well with me, although I didn’t express that sentiment.  I thought he would be excited that something may finally be happening.  It was the end of our Estimated Guess date period, the last day to be exact.  The 40 week guess window was February 26-March 4.  It was now March 4.  Earlier a couple of weeks ago, he had talked about how excited he would be, even if it were the middle of the night, he wouldn’t sleep when things began occurring.  I didn’t care either way.  My point of view is let the birth partner sleep in early labor.  I really would have let him sleep if I knew this was completely under control, but I really wanted him there!

When I voiced my concern, he agreed to stay up to time a few contractions, to see if they would become even stronger and closer together.  I leaned on the birth ball over the bed while he lay on the bed timing them. At 12:30, they were a bit stronger, every 4 and a half minutes at 45 seconds each.  Because my first child’s birth had been induced using pitocin, with the epidural coming after a handful of intense waves,  I had nothing to compare these too. We decided to text my sisters, a couple of girlfriends, the midwife, and doula, just to give them a heads up that I was having pressure sensations unlike anything I’d yet experienced.  My doula texted back to try to get some sleep if I could because she said I would need my energy later.  I decided that was a good idea.  I wanted to sleep, but  I was too excited.  At one point I was shivering with excitement.  I put on some frankincense oil, which I learned from Essential Survival pregnancy e-book, calms anxiety.  I took a warm shower.  I inhaled Young Living’s Peace & Calming oil before my shower.  Then I added a few drops of Lavender oil into the shower before climbing in, while my hubby timed contractions on the toilet seat.  I got back on the birth ball to relax, and my husband lay on the bed facing me.  My 15 yr old daughter got out the air mattress next to camp out next to our bed.  We all hoped that this was it.  She was excited and hopeful this was it.  We turned on the Early Birthing Time hypnobabies CD track.  I began to need my partner’s verbal and touch support during waves, as we’d practiced with Hypnobabies.

By 2am, the pressure waves were a bit stronger, lasting 53 sec, every 4 min.  I felt a bit like I had to have a bowel movement with each birthing wave.  I decided it best to call our midwife Chris.  She said to come on in to the birth center.  We got our birthing bags, pillows, and baby car seat to the car.  Jay stopped at WalMart to get a veggie and fruit tray for the staff, while my daughter and I waited in the vehicle.  My birthing music playlist was playing.  I had begun using my hypnobabies tools of “Peace” and light switch to handle to birthing sensations.  We drove the 1.5 miles to the birth center, while one of my favorite birthing songs played:  Siulil a Run by Celtic Woman.  That made me so happy hearing it.  We got to the birth center and there were 2 flights of stairs to climb.  I began a birthing wave just as a started up the stairs.  I focused and climbed the stairs fast.  It wasn’t easy but I DSCF4935wasn’t about to stop, either!  The midwife apprentice met us at the top of the stairs in the birthing suite.  She  took my vitals and checked baby’s heart rate while I rested through waves on the couch.  My daughter found a cozy chair to nap in for a half hour.

I was excited and walked around looking at my environment.  I sat on my birth ball leaning over pillows on the bed as my husband lovingly assisted me through waves as I cued the beginning of waves.

A good thing about this birthing center is that we let things unfold naturally.  Although the midwife apprentice offered to check to see how far dilated I was when we arrived, I declined.  I trusted my own body and didn’t want the mind interfering or interjecting meaning behind the work my body intrinsically knew how to do.  (I put little importance into how dilated the cervix is, this method is over relied in, in my opinion).  I put my lotus oil from Vibes Up on.  This oil is rare and functions as an opener, on all levels.  I put out my altar items on the nightstand by the bed.  First was my statue of the Goddess Kali, the great giver, protector, and destroyer of life.  Second was my lotus oil from Vibes Up.  Third was a purple picture of the flower of life.  Lastly was my my 2011 Ogden Marathon Race Medal.

My midwife Chris walked in around 3am and without hesitating came straight towards me and gave me a BIG HUG.  I just melted in love and knew I was in good hands.  She has always made me feel completely loved and safe.  I told her how I was doing.  I told her I was still experiencing pressure that felt slightly like I needed to have a BM. (That’s not technically supposed to happen, I thought, til pushing.  These were mild though. I knew from my research that a very powerful urge like that can occur when you start the pushing phase).

Around 3am the waves were coming closer and longer.  I remember thinking and using the affirmation “MY BODY IS STRONG!  AND CAPABLE.”  which was also posted on the wall as a reminder in our the body’s ability to birth. I knew I was in active labor, without actually having this thought.  It is only now that I think about it I make that connection.
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We had stopped timing contractions since leaving home, but I knew it was time to alert our doula around 3:30am.  I had asked for the water in the pool to be drawn about the same time we alerted our doula Talya to come in.  Talya arrived about 4am.   My husband left to the kitchen to take a snack break and Talya andiDSCF4941 - Version 2the midwife apprentice stayed and rubbed my back and pushed on my knees as I sat on the bed for a couple of intense waves.  My doula was very good at calmly scripting as I cued her as to when other waves began.  I really don’t remember much…things were focused.

“I’m ready” by Imani Uzuri came on when my husband came back and I could no longer sit.  I knew I wouldn’t be comfortable lying on the bed either.   So we stood.  I would lean into my husband during waves and my doula would rub my back and shoulders and script softly into my ear to enhance the relaxation response.   I also remember looking at the beautiful pictures on the wall of the hands touching (and also of one of the newborns) as an inspiration and a focusing agent.

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I enjoyed hearing the music and that was one of my key supports.  It was like the music was it’s own entity, supporting me throughout the entire birthing process.  Music by Anton Mizerak, Enya, and Karunesh, among others, were featured on my playlist.  Without fail, the perfect songs would come on just when I needed them.  The only song that bugged me and was too manic was Calypso, by John Denver.  I had my husband skip that one.

After a few birth waves of standing up and leaning into my husband against standing up, I declared that I would like to labor in the birthing pool.  The midwives assisted me into the 101 degree water.  It felt great. I welcomed the submersion into water that I’d so missed during pregnancy.  Then I had a break from birthing waves.  I did not have a pressure wave for a twice as long as had been occurring, which was nice.  When they began again, I cued my team by saying  ”Release” so Talya could gently guide me and Jay could also support me with touch as learned in hypnobabies class. IMG_4540There came a time when I told him, “that is too much pressure,” as his hands were being extra strong in an effort to help.  I asked for only mild gentle touching.  My husband says I would say “that was quite the peak” after a wave would subside, and that this went on for several waves.  He said there came a point where that stopped altogether, and I really liked to just rest and get a sip of water in between waves.  This was what is referred to as tranformation in hypnobabies terminology.  I remember asking my doula to help remind me to breathe deeply, as I was getting to a point where it would be really easy to hold my breath, tense up, and resist the waves.  DSCF4957 - Version 2About this time I requested lavender oil to help me relax also.  The doula soaked a cloth with some and would place it near my nose.  Also, a cold, wet cloth was placed on my forehead, which was refreshing.  I attempted a couple of position changes, leaning over the tub, stomach facing the water.  Once with Jay, and later once with Talya, I would gaze at them and they would lovingly affirm me, but I found that position was not at all comfortable.  The most relaxing position for me was on my back, stomach facing up.  IMG_4621I asked for the pool to be cooled down and I looked at myself in the mirror.  I got nauseous a couple of times during birthing waves, only.  I requested my altar items to be set on the wall board to gaze at, which the team immediately did.  I remember asking Jay at one point to get in his swim trunks, in case I invited him in the water.

And then it happened.  I gave a primal half-grunt, as a surge with the urge to push rushed through me. This one quickly came and went though, as if to signal me that it was time.  I moved to my final birthing position, facing out towards the room.  *One thing I will note is that the transformation waves were unpredictable in length and strength.  Some were shorter and less intense, some strong and long.  The rest of the birth experience seemed to be this way.

I invited my partner Jay into the tub.  He sat opposite sides of me, and I put my legs on the sides, up over his forearms.  This felt very good to me, and he would caress my legs and calves in between birthing waves.  DSCF4958The urge to push was strong, and I naturally groaned loud, low, and long as I heaved and worked with the waves.  I would say things like, “I love life,” “I love my body, thank you body,” and “I love everything, everybody!”  I would wave my hands in the air to gather energy like I had done in yoga dancing.  When a surge came on, I would grab the sides of the tub to help myself push.  Talya would remind me to bring the hypno-anesthesia directly to where I needed it, and it would get closer to the exit, she would constantly remind me to “bring the hypo-anesthesia in front of your baby’s head.”  That helped a lot.  One of the midwives encouraged me to check to feel where the head was, it was 2 inches up from the exit.  At one point.  Chris pulled up a chair and encouraged me to focus.  She said, “Don’t sit on the exit.”  The midwife apprentice, on my left, would say “You’re doing great,” and other things.

I’d never felt anything so intense in my life when the pushing would start.  I would want to tense up, but remember to relax like the hypnobabies practice I did for days and weeks on end encouraged.  I groaned long and deeply while pushing with each surge.  After several moments, Chris got my attention.  She asked me to direct my energies down towards the baby’s exit, with my breath, like I did in yoga.  She said it’s not good to let the baby stay in the canal too long.  Chris asked me to feel my baby’s head gently.  I did.  My husband and daughter tell me I got the most melting look, exclaiming, “IT’S SO SOFT!”

Easy Joyful Natural Birth of Samantha Lynn Part III – She is Born

This is when I mentally noticed a change.  The energy had been more scattered until then.  Every time I knew it was time to push, I would direct the energies, with everything I had, down towards the exit.    Every surge seemed to grow in intensity.  I really wanted to

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run away.  There came a point of no return where I knew I had to jump over the edge…a real  ”It’s now or never” decision.  I prayed with everything I had and I took the plunge.  As I did, I saw 3 dolphins in the water with me.  One on each side at each hip, and one behind my back, supporting me deeply and perfectly.  A couple more pushes only, I knew, before the head would appear.  I asked the apprentice not to touch me, because, when she did, I felt myself contract the baby’s head back up the birth canal slightly, which I didn’t want. She had been massaging my perineum to encourage optimal stretching without tearing.  With the next surge, I pushed with all my might, and the head was crowning!  In between the last pushes, I looked at my husband, who was completely engaged with me.  His energy contributed to me so much.  Just staring at him helped immensely as I gathered my strength for each last push.  With the next push, I looked at my husband.  And before I knew it,

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with the next push, she was up from the water into my arms and on my chest, and I was relieved it was over.  She was so warm and cuddly.  She cried well.   I noticed the pool turned red.  My husband, who normally has a hard time with blood, was completely with me in the experience.  I credit this to hypnobabies partner and fear clearing tracks that he did to help him manage fears.

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I held my baby for a couple of moments.  Then I asked, “what do we have?”  It was a girl.  Wow!  The chord was still intact, as was our wishes expressed in our Birthing Plan, for delayed chord clamping. There was a lot of bustling around me.  I had to be reminded to keep the baby above water because it was a fine line between holding her too high where she couldn’t stay warm, and too low.  At one point the midwife grabbed her away from me and turned her upside down briefly, because she had been close to IMG_4591

being submerged in the water.  After that I made very sure she was kept safe.  Very soon the midwife was pushing down on me again.  It was slightly uncomfortable, but very soon after, the placenta slipped out very easily.  Jay and my daughter Amanda together cut the chord. The chord had naturally clamped itself off by that time.  No sooner had all this happened where I was escorted by 2 midwives out of the pool carefully and onto the bed into warm towels and blankets.  Ahhh!

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The baby came to me right away.  Talya brought the most refreshing drink of coconut water I had ever tasted, telling me how well I did.  Everyone told me how well I did.  Talya stayed by me as I helped feed the baby for the first time.  I affirmed that anybody who ever wanted to use Hypnobabies definitely should.  I thanked her, telling her what a contribution her energy was for my birth.  Then she said her goodbyes.

The midwives palpated my midsection a couple of times.  They encouraged me to use the bathroom and have a shower if I would like.  I did.  Chris brought me supplies in the bathroom.  Chris told me that pushing is something that doesn’t always come naturally and can seem awkward to work with, which I admitted it did.  It had felt like I was on fire.  It was the most intense sensations in my hips and back I’d ever felt.  It took up all the courage I could muster not to run away from that feeling and to directly jump into it, but when I did, the baby was born.  Chris was kind and had other things to say as well.  DSCF5024While I was in the shower, the baby had her newborn checkup.  All in all, the labor was from 11-6:30am, so about 7.5 hours.  When I climbed back into bed, she brought me breakfast of fruit and bagel with cream cheese.  The midwives told us to stay as long as we would like to rest and nap before going home.  We stayed and rested and than gathered our belongings to go home in the early afternoon.

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The neatest thing that happened is that the music ended just after I was done giving birth.  The 2 songs I liked the most, a version of Amazing Grace by David Tolk, played when I got in the water.  Dolphin Dreams by Jonathan Goldman, which featured Whale and Dolphin singing, was the last musical selection to play.  This piece happened to be an hour long.  Even Talya at one point during this piece reminded me during a pressure wave, of My Safe Place that I’d created in Hypnobabies class.  Mine featured dolphins, among other things.  That reminder really was loving and supportive.  The fact that this music was the music during pushing was magical and miraculous to me.  I really hadn’t set my mind to any particular birth.  I just desired ease, joy, and comfort.  I had asked myself daily “What would it take to have an easy, joyful, comfortable birth?”

The Access Consciousness® tools I remember using during birth was being in question. “What energy, space, and consciousness can I be to have total ease and clarity with this for all eternity?”  At one point when I was resisting the energies, I repeated in my head, “Interesting point of view I have this point of view.”  And even once when things were intense, “Everything is the opposite of what it appears to be, nothing is the opposite of what it appears to be,”  came to me.  I would ask “What position would my body like,” and “What’s a good question to ask here,” as needed also.  Before I left to the birthing center, I quickly wrote to my online birthing support groups that I was in my birthing time, and to send good vibes my way.

Easy Joyful Natural Birth of Samantha Lynn: IV – What I know for sure

The one thing I know for sure is that when the mind and body are relaxed, and you get out of your own way, the birth process’s length and speed are optimal.   There are many ways to do birth.  What worked the best for me, was to go completely limp and loose in my mind, allowing my body to do the work, like I’d practiced with Hypnobabies. Birth instincts and the mother’s intuition are enhanced.  When you feel safe and supported, with the people who are present and also with a calm environment, an optimal birth can be achieved.  This is why I believe the birth center, with it’s dim lights and respect for the mother’s wishes in how to birth, created an optimal birthing environment for me.  Birth is a right brain process.  Hospitals can be overly reliant on left brain processes and technology, which can be counter-intuitive to birth. Birth is not an emergency waiting to happen, like western medicine paradigm often suggests.

Two articles that speak to what I know about the deeper initiation process and power inherent to women in birth are Healing Birth, Healing The Earth by Sarah J. Buckley, and Alchemy of Midwifery and Women’s Initiation, A talk given by Shivam Rachana.  Two videos that completely inspired me in the last weeks were Birth as We Know It and Birth in Nature: Natural Birth.

I sensed during birth how important one’s tribe is.  I couldn’t have done it alone.  It made me that much more aware of the intensity that can be present during the birth experience.  I am willing to be there for others in their birthing process, whether symbolic or real, as needed.  I was so touched by this affirmation.

 The Naming of Samantha Lynn

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About an hour after she was born, I was lying in bed, getting comfortable and settled in with her.  I talked to her and called her “Samantha.”  It just popped out of my mouth.  I was surprised that name pleased me so much.  I told my husband and my daughter, and they also fell in love with that name.  I think the being told us what she would like to be named.  Just to be sure, we sat with a few names over the next week.  However, the name Samantha just kept coming up.  Originally, I would have thought it too masculine, but I knew this was her name.

Now for the middle name.  My daughter Amanda Mae was named Mae in honor of one of my first elderly patients that I cared for on a regular basis.  I loved the old fashioned name.  Now you think “Rae” would rhyme well with “Mae.”  It would have been cute.   I wasn’t sure why, but I knew Samantha Lynn was the name.  Not Samantha Rae or even Samantha Raelyn. Well, on day 8 we called the midwife and she wrote up her birth certificate officially.  I told the midwife, “Samantha Lynn.”  Then Amanda initiated creating a birth announcement we could email to family and put out on facebook.  Amanda looked up the meaning of the name Lynn.  It was “of the water.”  This made me cry.  Not only is she a Pisces, with a sensitive nature, but she chose to be born in the water!  Wow!  Samantha means good listener, flower.  Spirt whispered this being is a gentle soul a couple of months before she was born.  She is such a beautiful girl who gifts us with joy and love and peace every day.

 

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How To Change Anything – 4 Access Consciousness® tools to get unstuck fast

Growing up, most of us are schooled in science, math, social studies, PE, and if we are lucky, arts and music to some extent.  Most of us then do what’s expected of us as adults.  We get a job, marry, and have kids.  Along the way we have not been given one crucial piece of information.

Which is…

Everything is energy.  That’s right – EVERYTHING.  That includes you, these words you are reading, the device you are reading this on, and the clothes you are wearing.  Physics tells us, that on an atomic level, 99.9999% of an atom actually is made up of space.  It’s the 0.0001% that is solid and real mass.  That leaves us a lot of wiggle room.

99.999% space

Could we, then, interact with the space between the molecules?  What if we could acknowledge our capacities to manipulate energies?  What would happen then?  Might we also have the capacity to change energies?

We all have the ability to manipulate energy, and we all use it to some extent.  For example, I dropped 35lbs in 6 months just a few years ago.  I manipulated the energies.  Yes, it was forced, but the weight loss did occur.  Without changing the underlying patterns, however, true change does not occur.  This is the reason why so many people gain back what weight they lost.  You’ve got to get to the energetics of the issue.  Will alone is not enough.

Last August I had an experience where the energetics required changing in order for me to heal a scary condition.  I had a spider bite the size of a golf ball that became infected with MRSA.  After nearly three weeks of visiting physicians, antibiotics, and hands on Access body process treatments, nothing appeared to be changing.  I was wondering what else is possible? I was up at Tony Grove Campground receiving an Access Bars® session.  The combined energy of the pine trees and the clearing taking place on a subatomic level from having my bars running resulted in an immediate decrease in the size of the golf ball sized spider bite by half.  I knew right then and there that everything would be ok and that it had received healing.  The next day it was the size of grape.  And in three days it was peanut size.  In 4 days it was gone.

What I realize now was going on was that I was willing to receive the energy that contributed to the change I was asking for.  And, further, I did not have attachment to the result of the outcome, or the way the change showed up.

Most of us are taught to deny our capacities starting in childhood.  We are not taught how to truly receive.  We are told we must have the right answer, again, and again, until it is entrained in us.  We are not taught that we know.  If we do know, we learn to shun that knowing.  But what happens to some of us occasionally, as what occurred for me in Tony Grove, was purely magical.

Magic is the ability to change anything instantaneously.  – Gary Douglas, founder of Access Consciousness®

 

Below are 4 simple, magical tools from the toolkit I am using known as Access Consciousness®.  You can use to receive the change you are asking for.  But don’t use them if you aren’t ready for change. You will change!

Light & Heavy 

The way to begin to tap into your magic begins simply by following and choosing what is light for you.  For instance, you have a choice to make on what school to attend.  Here is how you know what works best for you:  When something is true for you, there are signals sent to you and/or your body.  It will light up your world.  It will bring a sigh of relief to your body. However, if something is a lie, you will pause.  You feel something is off.  It is heavy.  You will sense your world contract.  Do not choose that.

Question


Albert Einstein has said

“If I had an hour to solve a problem and my life depended on the answer, I would spend the first 55 minutes figuring out the proper questions to ask. For if I knew the proper questions, I could solve the problem in less than 5 minutes.”

Question everything!  What if it is simply your job to ask, and the universe’s job to deliver? Here are some great questions for starters –

How does it get any better than this?  Ask this question when something good happens, and when something bad happens.

What else is possible?  If you are stuck, with anything, I highly recommend this question.  This question alone has changed my world.

Note for the reader:  For the rest of this article, I invite you to keep an open mind.  The tools are weird and wacky, and they work!  They are assisting thousands of people around the world to change whatever isn’t working in their lives.  Are you next?

Who does this belong to? 

From the Access Consciousness® website:

What’s This All About?Have you ever felt sad for no reason? Have you ever felt suddenly angry or happy and didn’t know why? You might consider that some thoughts, feelings and emotions you are having are not even yours. How would your life be different if most of them aren’t? Would it be easier? More joyful?

What if you are way more psychic than you think, and you assume that all the thoughts, feelings and emotions you have are yours? Who’s life are you living? In Access Consciousness we have the point of view that all the thoughts, feelings and emotions you are experiencing aren’t yours, and there is this simple and easy tool (one of the greatest tools in Access) that will give you more freedom if you are willing to ask a question.  

So if you are interested in having an easier, more fun and more joyful life… keep reading to find out the tool, if you are not interested in having an easier, more fun, and more joyful life then stop reading; otherwise you could change your life!

1. The Tool

Okay, so the tool is: Who Does This Belong To? Just ask this question for every thought, feeling and emotion you have and if it feels lighter at all, then it’s not yours. And after that, the only thing you have to do is return it to sender.

Easy enough for you? Would you be willing to give it a try? What do you have to lose? All the thoughts, feelings and emotions that are not yours!!! So, if you are brave enough to find out how many of the thoughts, feelings and emotions you are having that are not yours … then take the 3-DAY CHALLENGE!

2. The Challenge

For every thought, feeling and emotion you have during the 3-days ask, “Who Does This Belong To?” then return it all to sender. Don’t bother to find out where it came from—just return it, and see what shows up in your life

Participate with us!  Join the Who Does This Belong To? Facebook group

One last thing to add about using this particular question as a tool.  If you’ve asked “Who does this belong to?” and the heaviness is still in your world, somewhere you have bought it as yours.  That is where the next tool comes in.  The clearing statement.

The more you ask questions, the more you will see results and will get excited to ask even more questions.  There are 2 resources a recommend to delve in further.

#1  The Book 91 Days Of Q

What would it be like to LIVE IN THE QUESTION? 91 Days of Q is a daily three-month collection of questions to help keep you in the zone. Each question is accompanied by examples and background for how and when you might use it…also filled with questions to keep you opening doors to possibilities.

#2 Inquiry Cards by Sylvia Nibley

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Access Consciousness® Clearing Statement

The clearing statement is a fabulous tool to change anything.  Anywhere you sense a block or limitation in your way, or are stuck, use this tool!

“We cannot solve our problems with the same level of thinking we used when we created them.” – Einstein

Access Bars®

What are The Bars? They are 32 bars of energy that run through and around your head that connect to different aspects of your life. The Bars store the electromagnetic component of all the thoughts, ideas, attitudes, decisions and beliefs that you have ever had about anything. There are Bars for healing, body, control, awareness, creativity, power, aging, sex and money, etc. Each Bar corresponds with that aspect or area of your life that it is named. When I touch the Bars on your head you begin to clear away the energy locked up in that area or aspect of your life.

How does having my Bars run benefit you? Everyone experiences something different. And every time they have their bars run they experience something different. People have reported that after their Bars session they felt more relaxed, have more energy, slept better than they have in months, have more clarity, depression and anxiety faded, less triggered by certain people or situations, clearing of things not working in their life, improved mental clarity, etc.

You can contact me for an Access Bars® and Access Body Process session here.  You can learn more about and register for upcoming Access Consciousness® & Access Bars® classes here. 

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Receive Healing – Big & Small Miracles with Access Bars

Receive Healing – Big & Small with Access Bars

Running The Bars can change and clear so many limitations from your space.

Here is a startling example, just posted this week:

Access Bars Healing

What are The Bars? They are 32 bars of energy that run through and around your head that connect to different aspects of your life. The Bars store the electromagnetic component of all the thoughts, ideas, attitudes, decisions and beliefs that you have ever had about anything. There are Bars for healing, body, control, awareness, creativity, power, aging, sex and money, etc. Each Bar corresponds with that aspect or area of your life that it is named. When I touch the Bars on your head you begin to clear away the energy locked up in that area or aspect of your life.

How does having my Bars run benefit you? Everyone experiences something different. And every time they have their bars run they experience something different. People have reported that after their Bars session they felt more relaxed, have more energy, slept better than they have in months, have more clarity, depression and anxiety faded, less triggered by certain people or situations, clearing of things not working in their life, improved mental clarity, etc.

Hear what practitioner’s are saying:

Amazing Changes from Bars Session

Healing with Access Bars

As you can see, The Access Bars facilitator functions as the invitation to invite and allow the energy to run.  The client’s body and being receives this energy.  That’s why I call receiving the bars Magic & Miracles in about an hour

Would your body and you like to have a bars session with me?  Choose Here.

For Upcoming Bars classes with Victoria, Peruse This Location

Update Nov 15, 2014: 

My aunt has now dropped 25lbs in 2 months, after her Bars session and verbal clearings using the Access Clearing Statement.

Also, one of my clients who has suffered with seizures daily for 1.5 years, with loss of bladder control, has only had a couple of seizures over the last couple of months.  This only after 5 Bars sessions!  I am so grateful for this wonderful modality.  Find a professional Bars Practitioner in your area here.

Recovery from Mormonism – Inviting Ease and Joy In While On Your Way Out

Recovery From Mormonism

Leaving an orthodox religion, like mormonism, can be one of the most heart wrenching processes. You may think you are going crazy. You may fear what your family’s reaction will be and you may be going through family stress. You may have endured mistreatment that has left you feeling betrayed and even horrified.
We know what it is like, as we have both been through it! You are not alone.

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What if the finding out that you were deceived is actually a reason to celebrate? Starting with celebrating YOU. Yes! YOU are the one who had the wherewithal to see that this structure isn’t working for you. And YOU have the gumption to choose something different beyond what you have always known. Busting out of the box takes courage. We honor you for that.

Inviting Ease and Joy In While On Your Way Out

When we left the mormon church, we had loads of doubt, shame, fear, and depression during our exit processes. The tools that we’ve picked up recently and are sharing with you here in this hangout have dynamically shifted our own energy so that we are able to bring in and experience aliveness again. We are able to sense our own creative abilities and potency. If we knew back then what we know now, when we were first transitioning out of religion, we wouldn’t have spent nearly as much time mired in the upsets that occur.

The processes we facilitate can provide relief and space for you to function with ease. What would it be like to have a sense of ease, peace, endless possibilities, and happiness beyond what you’ve known or can even imagine? We invite you to be present with us on this hangout. Our aim is to empower you to be yourself without having to prove anything. You can enjoy your life!
We invite you to learn more about working with us.
How can we contribute to you?

View upcoming Classes Here

Schedule a Free Breakthrough session with Victoria here.

Contact Victoria at livingbrilliancenow.com
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Recovery From Mormonism

Recovery from Mormonism – Inviting Ease and Joy In While On Your Way Out – Part I