I’ve been processing some entanglements with religion. Yesterday It had been in the back of my mind, this intense energy of proving oneself as worthy and, having to strive to earn your place in heaven. I am acutely aware of the millions of people around me that are meaningfully going through purgatory as a means to an end, that end being a righteous end in heaven.
That intensity of awareness starting increasing yesterday, as I am getting ready to attend an Access Consciousness Foundation class. What I am aware of is that doing a laundry list of things in order to prove oneself as worthy is a lie that many people function from. It is a lie that is constantly bought and sold to children in orthodox religions such as mormonism and catholicism. I have been so busy with work that I haven’t sat with it enough to ask more questions about what to do with the intense awareness I am receiving.
Then last night I had a bad dream about it all that woke me up with a startle. In this dream I was in a lifetime where I gave up and gave over all my power over to some source and force outside myself. I had been doing life and doing the things taught to me that I should do in order to earn my way into heaven. When it was time to go to heaven, I didn’t desire to go. But I was escorted away anyways. I was uneasy as I was being flown to the gate with this tall, black, hooded figure. We were gliding along, easily. When we got to an entry point, I was told what I needed to say and how to act. Then I could sense the dark hooded figure communicating with entities beyond the entryway. These entities were controlling the gateway. They were not in view, yet I knew they were there. There was some foreign sounding word I’ve never heard before. It was dark all around me. The entry way, or gate, was like this large black spinning ‘ceiling fan’ above my head. Possibly some kind of dimension or gateway to another realm. I knew that going up through there would be more like a prison then not, yet I couldn’t articulate it. I just had this pit in my stomach and felt uneasy. It wasn’t a joyful ocurence. It was like a solemn procession.
After we had been there a while, the gate wasn’t opening. The communication was that I was not being allowed to enter. They didn’t know what to do with me.
As all of this was taking place, I was aware that there was ‘family’, that came from out of town to be with each other as it related to me, for this occasion. The family viewed the goings on as my ‘going to heaven’ time. The awful thing about this family is that I had no idea who they were. They were these completely obese, lazy humans who were slow in affect. I loathed them.
Then, I woke up.
What is heaven?
Many people are conditioned to believe that heaven is a place of rest from all the hard work and drudgery of your formal life. All that work that you had to put in in order to be deemed worthy. You are in heaven now. You have been proven worthy. There is no more working for your reward. This place is filled with an eternal peace. Nothing ever bad occurs in heaven, and nobody does anything wrong.
But there are conditions. This power that judged you as good enough to get into heaven is outside yourself. You assume this sources is greater than you. This force outside of you, you have made greater than you. Do you see? Do you see how your choices are now narrowed down to standards that fit the right good perfect and correct mold of being with life eternal? Do you have any control over this heaven? Or is this heaven a concept that was invented, is perpetrated, and is maintained by the power that you gave to it and continue to give to it? What if ‘heaven’ is another mechanism of control designed to limit you? (Further, wouldn’t you become bored by being in the constraints of this so called heaven? Wouldn’t you wish to grow, play, and have adventures? The kind of adventures that go beyond a contrived heaven’s standards?)
There are many damaging effects in believing something or someone outside of yourself is greater than you and has the answers. We are naively taught, when we are young, not to listen to the whispers of magic that surround us. We loose track of our natural ability to communicate with and receive from planet Earth. It has been damaging to our relationship with the entity known as Earth for us to cut ourselves off from the very real contribution she can be to us.
Reclaiming Your Sovereignty
Over the last few years I have studied enough, asked enough questions, and had enough experiences to know that there is a tremendous amount that deception that the human species has bought into and has been functioning from. If you would like to be free from the illusion and the false light matrix, I highly recommend beginning by watching movies like “The Matrix.” Then seek out highly skilled healers and modalities designed to facilitate your freedom. The best set of techniques tools and processes I have come across to empower you is known as Access Consciousness. Access Consciousness will assist you to change anything not working. The foundational modality is known as Access Bars. Receiving an Access Bars session will destory limitations and free your body and energetic system; In essence, it will unplug you from the matrix. The rest is up to you and what YOU choose. Read essays, listen to radio shows, and watch videos by people such as Andrew Bartzis, Wes Penre, and Cameron Day. These people provide information about how our species has been being duped and imprisoned in ways that go beyond just the physical earth – the physical earth is that which our five senses are attunded to; what we hear and see daily. They have given me required information for my journey to be easier. Especially useful is Andrew Bartzis revokations as well as Cameron Day’s advice about revokations. The Access Consciousness clearing statement is also very useful to erase anywhere you hold a charge about anything in your body and mental / emotional system. Read more about the clearing statement in my blog 4 Tools To Get Unstuck Fast.
I invite you to get in touch with You again. The You that is Infinite Being. One of the questions in Ten Keys To Total Freedom by Gary Douglas, is “would an infinite being truly choose this?” Ask this question when you are choosing something, such as work, a relationship, or a move to make. If you are aware that choosing something will create more for you, choose it. If you are aware that it will create a big pile of crap for you and your life, don’t choose it! For more about Question as a tool to freedom, Read my blog 4 Tools To Get Unstuck Fast.
The Planet is teetering right now. It’s future sustainability is in your hands. It now is up to you, Dear One. Be the magic you know is possible. With each and every choice for life, it creates more for the possibilities of all of us. All of us who care. All of us who remember this planet as she once was and as the glory she Be. The magic of what you have believed is heaven is already inside you, waiting for you to discover it. Tap into the place of infinite possibilities. What infinite potency of you have you not acknowledged, that is ready for you to claim, own and acknowledge it? What would the world be like if you chose that?